Wednesday, October 16, 2013
Sunday, October 6, 2013
As if there where not enough reasons to dislike and not trust Fox New with their lies and sensationalism, here is another glaring example, and this one dose not involve politics, or anything about a person that is something that they have made a choice about. No this one is about something that people have no say in whether it exist as part of them selves or not, it is about mental illness, and like is typical of Fox News it is shoddy "commentating" that fails to get all the facts behind it, in order to paint a sensationalist even fear inducing talking point. In this case it falsely reinforces many stigmas that people with mental illness have to deal with in daily life and that keep meany from seeking the help that they need, or when they get it disbelieving that the problem is real. They are lies that make people that already have a challenging road to walk feel all that much more ashamed, isolated and like social outcast and pariahs. To be fair this is something that permeates society and media as a whole but in this case it is all that much abhorrent being that it is coming from a "news" source. In this case from Bill O'Reily, on his show the O'Reily Factor. Watch the clip after the jump.
Tuesday, September 17, 2013
So as some of my readers have noticed I have had to change the settings on my blog to make it "age restricted" I have done that because I have decided to share the story that I have spent the last couple of days writing, and well as you could have probably guessed from the teaser it has some adult themes to. The title is a working one so if you guys have any suggestions, or any feedback I would love to hear it. So with out further adieu, I hope you enjoy.
Sunday, September 15, 2013
Sunday, September 8, 2013
Wednesday, September 4, 2013
Sorry if I have frightened any of my readers with my expressions of my inner feelings. I am in now way a threat to myself right now. I plan on speaking to my doc on Monday.
I have done a self depression test and fall into the lower rang of moderet-sever which for me is a "not bad" level as I have no self harmful to my self. I just have no interest in anything nor any reall hope about the future. But I still function mostly well I just dont really want to do it, and tend to feel overwhelmed and pissed of much more easily.
But in a strange way even though it is not a great place to be I it is somehow still a comfort too.
Monday, September 2, 2013
Nothingness sneaks in first filling in the hidden corners of one’s being, then slowly spreading like a black mass, smothering all the lies in its path, draining the life out of life itself. Yet its familiarity in a very twisted way brings some level of comfort, as if a treasured blanket on a cold dark evening.
Sunday, September 1, 2013
Time ticks by slowly inevitably moving closer and closer to the time of death. As clouds build up in the sky, first on the horizon then encroaching ever closer and closer, until all of the heavens are blotted out behind their threatening dark masses, waiting to open up and flood the earth below. Until everything that is and everything that was is washed away and all the is left is nothingness.
Monday, August 19, 2013
I have been having a lot of issues lately, I have always had feelings like I wish that I could go back into the closet. Of course that is something that I can't do short of packing up my whole life and moving somewhere else where nobody knows me, and that is not in the cards at all. I still find my self wishing that I could do that, that if I had a chance to do it all over again that I would not have come out in the first place. I know that, that sounds stupid and horrible, and makes me sound like bad person and that it probably makes some of you hate me and think that I am a very bad person, and you have every right to feel that way about me, and even to express those feelings towards me.